Do No Harm / I Dream of Goat
by Mona Arshi
Do No Harm / I Dream of Goat - Mona Arshi
Do No Harm / I Dream of Goat
I haven’t killed a single thing in months and
hand on heart
It’s getting tiresome.
I take soft steps in my rooms,
delicately I scoop the scorpion out
from under its chair.
Fire ants feed on the soft
of my thigh and I resist flicking,
flattening them with my nail.
I haven’t harmed one living thing apart
from in my dreams.
I greet the salamanders with a bow
and smile showing my teeth
No offence… no offence!
My axe, it grows dusty.
Meanwhile I dream of goat.
In the field of my dreams
I am butchering the ancient woods,
stoppering the rivers
and suffocating the flame-pink brain coral.
I have taken to a breakfast of
warm eggs from the nests.
The black snakes tremble
when I’m close and I eat and eat
until I’m full of goat then
awake in a fervour on my thin mattress
the dream curtain still fluttering –
half in half out of the killings.
The priest determines that dreaming is
not cheating as we count my miserable sins.
How harmless can we really be?
Blessed woman, soon you’ll cradle your
son on the untried temple steps.