The Lillies
by Mona Arshi
The Lillies - Mona Arshi
The Lillies
The lilies were sick.
I was new and wifely,
a first tiny garden and
my favourite flower right
by the back door.
They had been planted
in raised beds, all
self-conscious in
their outsized whiteness.
For weeks they seemed
fine, but then I noticed
a kind of injury, perforations
on the petals and a black
sticky gob-
the fly’s excrement.
I cleaned them up as best I could
but the blight returned.
In the dark with the kitchen lit
they must have peered in,
their occultish and hurting faces
pressed against the glass.
They were hard to love back,
these flowers.
I gave them nothing else,
spared them my gaze.
Those poor dazed heads.
I suppose I could have
pulled up their sick stems
or poisoned them from the bottle.
But I let them live on
beauty-drained
in their altar beds.