My Life With Horses

 

Before I knew there were men
I galloped a pony bareback.
It was a hard winter, but
how sure-footed we were, resolute
in frozen emptiness, stamping
the ice with our names.

Years later I lay like a foal in the grass,
wanting to touch your hair.
We clutched like shadows,
I twined the past through my fingers, kissing
great gulps of father, of mother,
galloping with nothing to stop me.

Now in the evening I put on my dress
like a secret; will you see
how my elbow pokes like a hock,
the way I have carefully cut my mane,
the way my eyes roll from fear of you?
I’m trying to hide the animal I am;

and you give me a necklace,
bright as a bit, and you’re stamping your name
into the earth, and my arm
is around you, weak as a halter,
and nothing can stop me, no mother or father.

from Kiss (Bloodaxe Books, 2000), © Polly Clark 2000, used by permission of the author and the publisher

Polly Clark was born in Toronto, Canada and brought up in Lancashire, Cumbria and the Borders of Scotland. She has pursued several ...

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