Streetview
by Magnus Dixon
Streetview - Magnus Dixon
Streetview
I
was floated into a beautiful world –
a
golden boy against dockland’s block colours
and
royal plumes of willowherb. Sun
lifted
grey granite ethereal.
On
these days the streets fizz with footfall,
city-sqare
markets dizzyingly busy,
air
crackling with gull-wings and phone calls
and
the jostling rustle of bags at the lights.
I
saw so much beauty it rushed from my mouth,
but
each time I edged towards someone
their
faces condensed. Mouths smudged and smeared. Or else –
I’d
step forward and crowds would warp out of frame.
I
was dragged into a jarring world,
a
golden boy corroding internally –
I
spent weeks scrolling down streets, their flagstones sour
with
sweat and cigarettes and Stella Artois.
I
Chased fleeting, rain-dappled backs all the way
out
into industrial estates –
where
I spent a day traipsing Hello
and
I
love you
with blue-contrailed
footsteps
I
was dropped into a barren world
where
people darted from my clunky steps
and
I was left coughing in lorry dust.
My
big-heart disheartened, I departed.
I
ghosted from mute city to city
to
countryside. There I found the same people
but
with warrior eyes. My tongue rusted
like
a byre roof, my heart like an old creelboat.
You
know where I am: bottom right corner.
Drag
me into white: drag me up and up and don’t drop.
unpublished poem, © Magnus Dixon 2019, used by permission of the author.