Unseen

Often there
in your river-surge
of voice,
like silt, like debris
diverging
through twisted roots;
I heard them
when in your deep-
throated discourse
you debated them,
sometimes with loud
passion
or in a mere whisper.
I saw them
in your careful scrutiny
of my face, the sudden
shifting in your eyes,
a quick smile hidden,
not to be shared.

They were sent to bind
your heart, your tongue.
Cleft-handed,
they loosed your brain
only for seasons.

But I know them now.
I do not fear them.
I am my grand-
mother’s child
and she was
a demon-fighting woman.
I heard her cry out
on her knees.
I saw her tarry
on mission-hall floors,
lips cracked from fasting,
until one day a
wing-rush:
Heaven open,
hex gone
and look how
river flow free
with a clear shining.

 

from The Stone Gatherer (Peepal Tree, 2009), © Esther Phillips 2009, used by permission of the author and the publisher.

Born in Barbados, where she still resides, Esther Phillips graduated with an MFA in Creative Writing from the University of Miami in ...
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