The Grass Church at Dilston Grove
The Grass Church at Dilston Grove - Sarah Maguire
The Grass Church at Dilston Grove
Papered with clay
then seeded with fescue and rye,
the church walls fur
with a soft green pelt,
filaments trying the air
before climbing the light.
The church is damp;
it smells of a tool-shed:
mineral,
soil coating tines and boots,
vegetable, with the sap
of lifted plants.
At sunset
small squares of yellowing sunlight
plot the fading grass
through cross-hatched windows,
loose panes stove in,
the lead curled back.
Memories of redemption
wane in the rafters,
communion forgotten
in the emptied nave,
a mission beached
without a flock,
the lost souls lost
to the docks.
Pebble-dashed agglomerate:
these are the rough-cast walls
of the first concrete church in London.
And now the grass comes home
as a box of green metaphors
opens
while I watch.
How old I have become.
Everything the grass has asked of me,
I have done:
I have taken the grass for my path,
for my playground, and for my bed;
I have named grass seeds,
I have borne volumes of turf;
I know the stuff of clay,
the weight of sods,
the bloom of Agrostis
on mended soil.
Everything the grass has asked of me
on this earth, I have done
except give my self
up
except lie
under its sky of moving roots.
from The Pomegranates of Kandahar (Chatto & Windus, 2007), © Sarah Maguire 2007, used by permission of the author and the publisher.