Insomniac
by Mona Arshi
Insomniac - Mona Arshi
Insomniac
Never marry an insomniac. You will have
to mind yourself.
Have hem weights
sewn into the lining of your garments,
cure your skin with almond oil until it’s bloated
and the pores are brimming.
Purchase a large wooden-grained
trunk and place it near your bed – it’s for
safekeepings. (Obscurely, somewhere deep inside you
you know all this). Very soon
you won’t be able to tell
the days apart, you’ll develop a tic and it will
distil at the centre (within the hive of your other small
anomalies). You’ll flail
in mild wind and when you speak
minute silver-fish will consort in the pit of your throat.
Exquisite wife to the shade: the exact point you place
your finger-tip on winter mornings,
a raindrop will later stop and fret.
It’s a wonder if you survive at all.
It will all end in the mouth; you’ll blink,
he’ll stir. You’ll practice lying very very still.
Peacock feathers
(your talismans) will blink back in their jars.