Steve
by Rachel Long
Steve - Rachel Long
Steve
was the black one mum
must’ve bought him for us we
wouldn’t have asked for him
he was ugly of course he fancied
princess barbie but princess barbie’s
blue sparklies were strictly for ken
we’d make them have s.e.x
surfboard chest against pert rock
breasts slap and click of
plastic against plastic we’d make
steve watch dunk him in
the bath to cry
ken would beat steve up
for fun till past bedtime
we’d wake to find steve sprawled
on the daisy carpet
butt-naked the beatings got worse
slashes across rubber legs face
coloured-in all red the beatings
got more frequent quickly before
school before mum sees under
the table it got so bad
even dad complained his
lawnmower was jammed
on closer inspection
a tiny pair of shorts charred
torso
from My Darling from the Lions (Picador, 2020/ Tin House, 2021), © Rachel Long 2020, used by permission of the author and the publishers