Terminal Index
Terminal Index - Victoria Adukwei Bulley
Terminal Index
So far, what I have
is you, Dad, migrating
from sitting room, bottom right-hand
side of the house, two floors skywards
to the loft, then back earthbound
to catch signal
Hello!
onouhi, onouhi?
can you hear me?
And though my sides split and
leak laughs onto the internet
at this telecom farce, I will know
what that phrase means
for what’s left of my life.
And then you, Mum, downstairs
with a more local transmission,
phone warm at your cheeks’
clan marks, now transmitters
breathing
ohh wohyémi
I am well.
God is good
or you, Mum, with me
on the floor of the kitchen,
my kneecap a bar of soap ablaze,
my mouth a chimney of howl,
and your
kpo… kpo…
conjured to end pain
unspill milk, or unspool thread
tied too tautly around a bale
of braided hair.
So far, my menagerie of terms
is small fragment, speck, found object
sound, word and phonic
but I keep it.
Collect, collect, collate
and conceal it – under head and pillow
just as Grandma caches money
in case she ever needs it.
In case it one day grows.
from Girl B, New-Generation African Poets: A Chapbook Box Set (Akashik Books, 2017), © Victoria Adukwei Bulley 2017, used by permission of the author.