The Habit of Hope
The Habit of Hope - Seni Seneviratne
The Habit of Hope
Though it’s sometimes nurtured by the naming of birds,
mine’s not “a thing with feather’s”, but more like measured
footfall on a slow walk to the hide, the moon a crescent
in morning sky, putting one foot in front of another towards
the promise of a stillness, which is more like hovering,
the way a hummingbird hovers, fifty wing-beats per second,
savouring moments of colour, collecting nectar in small sips,
playing a part in the bigger picture of survival. It is after all
what I leaned on, this habit, this year when every month seemed
to bring bad news and I held my breath waiting for results
of one kind or another. You see, my dad taught me years ago:
even when there’s no cure in sight, when the pain has invaded
your bones and your leg can’t press the clutch, you don’t give up,
you swap your manual gears for automatic and keep on driving.