The Battle of Maryville
The Battle of Maryville - Joelle Taylor
The Battle of Maryville
//
Valentine
the men outside
are men outside.
Valentine wonders
if it is always
the same men outside
if they want
the same thing.
they want to come
in. the locked room.
the occupied body.
she muses it is the long road
back to a mother, the baby
who turns at birth, who knocks.
there is a crack in the display
case’s idea of itself outside
naked knuckles shiver together
their towels half-slung around waists
or flicking like tongues
at the backs of legs.
Valentine understands
that to some boys
no is an act of aggression.
voices are thrown but miss.
the first bottle that spins
into the bar lands
with its neck pointing
toward her the bar dilates
& we are film noir.
Valentine cracks open a grin
picks up the bottle considers
glass atoms coming together
in short order inside the bottle
is a bar its lights blinking
bewilderment its tiny women
gazing up at her. when the
bottle breaks the world pours
out & the flood rises
from our swivel backs
arms link like chromosomes
& Maryville is nation
facing the door that leads
to every door & what is a door
but the only way home.
//
//
Angel
what circus what menagerie.
Dudz wonders how war
can be civil, while Jack
contemplates the quantum
physics of fighting
if on a molecular level
every woman here is
inside the ring of her
blood cell waiting
for the bell, but Angel
o Angel, her white
fire kindling, walks forward
knowing her fear is
a dress she can no longer
fit into. Around her
the bar convulses. Angel
knows when fists fly
they do not return
not even for seeds
on windowsills.
she holds her whole
self against the door
the weight of
expectation
& for a moment
she is a child
telling the wind
to go home
a girl
punching water
but fists startle
easily, flock
their murmuration
making the shape
of men pushing
into a room.
//
the men bring the forest
in with them & in their dark
thinkings, animals hunt
themselves & girls in red
hoods turn to thank them
there is something wild
in their civility.
ladies, they say, ladies
their faces red, white
& blue, ladies.
//
Jack Catch
Jack Catch rolls back her sleeves
then the skin on her forearms,
cartilage, the muscle, throws a
femur at the men
throws early adolescence
throws a girl at the men
who catch everything
& understand nothing.
she stands her ground
throwing air
handful after handful
until the night blues
& gasps.
//
Dudizile
Dudizile is tired
of stories that end
like this, what is free
is given a high rise
what is other is given
a new dress,
the gentrification
of fucking.
The men who break
into the bar are men
she has known
all her life. is that a
father over there, an elder
brother? is that the boy
who sat behind her
in school, on the bus
who walks beside her
each night
are these the men
who are always behind her?
Dudizile shrugs
picks up her pint
slowly sips
wipes her lips
on her sleeve
whispers to the glass
& sets it free.
//
here we are again
women pushing men
out of their bodies
how many women
does it take
to make a mother.
//
poor men
they had forgotten
that if you
punch a woman
6 more grow
from the wound.
//
from C+nto and Othered Poems (The Westbourne Press, 2021), © Joelle Taylor 2021, used by permission of the author.