Poetry Archive Now Wordview 2021: For Sale
by Gerry Stewart
Ghazal is an Arabic poetic form with rhyming couplets. The poem plays with the repeat of the word 'own' in its various meanings as I describe my dream to leave a complicated life in Finland to buy land in Scotland.
Poetry Archive Now Wordview 2021: For Sale
The signpost lifts me above a mire I do not own,
blued hope and rusted dreams, poor things, but my own.
Desire washes me clean of this hoar-frost,
for a bracken-patched parcel of land I long to own.
My breath rises to match the slumbering mountain,
a winged ache to escape into a view, my heart’s own.
Unable to buy or borrow castles in the air,
my wish uncurls as I sleep to wake on its own.
I pay to rebuild my life’s shieling, breaking apart
among golden ferns with faults all my own.
Dust-tired as shingle too far from the loch-side,
I am spent thin on others. A truth I cannot disown.
The roof is collapsing. I can offer no support,
rattling empty in a full house, without time on my own.
An echo over water carries my name, without question
or anchor holding me still, coming into its own.
A love in the leaving, treading those three
mossy syllables, Alba, waiting to call it my own.
My life is mortgaged. The dreams in my pocket
are loose change and that is all the estate I own.
Poem recorded as part of Poetry Archive Now: Wordview 2021. Used by permission of author.
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