XVIII. Before (from Lutèce, te amo)
by Ahren Warner
XVIII. Before (from Lutèce, te amo) - Ahren Warner
XVIII. Before (from Lutèce, te amo)
Soutine had left Smilovitch, had left Minsk, had left Vilnius.
Long
before Soutine had left Paris, left Ceéret, had left Paris
again,
before he had left Champigny, slept rough in the forest:
a Jew
and Slav, trying to avoid his billet simple to Auschwitz.
And,
therefore, even longer before his hematemesis,
the blood
chucked up, the ulcer that ruptured, the peritonitis,
the covert
agony of a night-time drive, northwards, towards Paris,
the success
of avoiding the Gestapo. Thus, long before Soutine’s
exsanguination:
the bobo idyll of Le Bateau-Lavoir, its half-starved artists.
Et après?
Matisse, radiance of crèpe, cancer smarting like a bitch.
Unpublished poem from Lut?ce, te amo, ? Ahren Warner 2012, used by permission of the author