“Our pasts often don’t seem to belong to us, as in this poem, when the speaker reflects on his early marriage and sees it almost in another element.”

First Marriage

Looking back, it seemed to happen 

underwater. The shoes were smaller, 

the hands quite white, the voices came back 

in bubbles like raspberries: I do, I do. 

 

Did I? Did we somewhere make those lists, 

pick a tie to match her bouquet (eau de nil 

not jade, we go through every shade of green), 

smile for a mantlepiece across swimming rooms, 

 

buy curtain rings and tin openers, 

make love in front of a silent TV (our bodies 

striped in watery light) and realise at night 

that the breathing goes on forever – 

 

each exhalation like a wave? Water 

on our chests in a grey and green column 

as far as we could see. So we swam 

to the surface, clambered onto the mantlepiece, 

 

then watched the furniture float slowly away. 

from Travelling to the Fish Orchards (Seren, 2002) © Robert Seatter 2002, used by permission of the author and publisher.

Robert Seatter is an experienced poet and performer, as well as a broadcaster and history author.  He has published eight poetry ...

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