The Day My Father Died
The Day My Father Died - Mervyn Morris
The Day My Father Died
The day my father died
I could not cry;
My mother cried,
Not I.
His face on the pillow
In the dim light
Wrote mourning to me,
Black and white.
We saw him struggle,
Stiffen, relax;
The face fell empty,
Dead as wax.
I’d read of death
But never seen.
My father’s face, I swear,
Was not serene.
Topple that lie,
However appealing:
That face was absence
Of all feeling.
My mother’s tears were my tears,
Each sob shook me:
The pain of death is living,
The dead are free.
For me my father’s death
Was mother’s sorrow;
That day was her day,
Loss was tomorrow.
from I been there, sort of: New and Selected Poems (Carcanet, 2006), copyright Mervyn Morris 2006, used by permission of the author and the publisher.