The Ballad of Donna Quixote

 

I want to be
a Viennese lady
eating up Art in a cloche.

I want to walk
down the Champs-?lys?es
with a husband who drives in a Porsche.

I want to be posh & benign
at the very same time
& to survive entirely on spinach –

but I’m Donna Quixote
so as likely as not
my dreams are all there is in it.

**

My Sancha Panzetta
my faithful my friend
she’s round she’s short & she’s homely –

she’ll never leave me
alone in the lurch
nor will my car, Rosinante.

I want to propose
with the tip of my nose
to my gallant my handsome Don Duce –

but I’ve learned like a wallflower
to wait in the wings
till his stirrups spur him

to send me a rose
to tell me I’m comely
to say I’m his only.

**

And in the meantime –

**

I want to know love
like the back of my palm
I want regents and rajahs to woo me –

To have portraits by painters
Of numberless charm.
I want Cleopatra to sue me.

I want to float down the Nile
in my very own barge
whose oarsmen make off with my booty –

I want to be loved
by the man in the moon
who’ll say simply, my Donna, my Beauty.

**

I want to know poets
to speak in their tongues
& converse with the mighty & learned

I want to move mountains
all on my own & if lost
be found by Saint Bernard.

**

I want to have style
elan & pizzazz.
I want to be kind

most refined
non-aligned.
I want to be mother of millions.

I want wandering souls
to find rest in my tent.
I want them to say

I’m better, Ms Quixote
for your tea & biscuit –
you’re sort of a Florence

though without a lamp –
thanks very much
for my time in your camp.

**

I want to live life.
I want to be raucous & wild
or demure & most mild –

but I’m Donna Quixote
& my dreams are all
windmills and tulips.

from Only One Angel (University of Otago Press, 2001), © Jan Kemp 2001, used by permission of the author.

Jan Kemp was born in Hamilton, New Zealand, in 1949. She was the sole woman anthologized in The Young New Zealand Poets (1973), and in ...
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