How Some Hindus Find Their Personal Gods
How Some Hindus Find Their Personal Gods - Arundhati Subramaniam
How Some Hindus Find Their Personal Gods
for AS who wonders about ishta devtas
It’s about learning to trust
the tug
that draws you to a shadowed alcove
undisturbed
by footfall
and butter lamps,
a blue-dark coolness
where you find him
waiting patiently,
that perfect minor deity –
shy, crumbly,
oven-fresh, just a little
wry, content to play a cameo
in everyone’s life but your own.
A god who looks
like he could understand
errors in translation,
blizzards on the screen,
gaps in memory,
lapses in attention,
who might even learn by rote
the fury,
the wheeze,
the Pali,
the pidgin,
the gnashing mixer-grinder,
the awkward Remington stutter
of your heart,
who could make them his own.
After that you can settle for none other.