Just in Case
Just in Case - Arundhati Subramaniam
Just in Case
My great grandmother stopped each day
at the St Alphonsa shrine
on Brodie’s Road in Madras.
Just in case
saints were a bit like
local goddesses–
extravagant and moody
Just in case
this miracle healer
of an infant’s club foot
could pardon
her unruly children’s trespasses
Just in case
a saint with a foreign name
was better
at blessing
a family that kept spilling
over definitions,
over borders
Just in case
Alphonsamma felt left out
when others surged
around the Murugan shrine.
Just in case
the elders were right
Just in case
the elders were wrong
And then we lost our great grandmothers
And we lost just in case