The Monk
The Monk - Arundhati Subramaniam
The Monk
The monk, who’s been in silence 16 years, writes me a note
at a yak tea stall skirted by ragged prayer flags
in a grey hiccuping wind on the road to Kailash.
His face is scarp and fissure and gleaming teeth.
He spends each day cleaning his shrine.
It’s worth it, he laughs. I clean the shrine, it cleans me.
He was a spare parts dealer in a time he barely remembers,
before he was tripped up by something that felt like a granite mountain
in reverse.
The deepest pothole he’s ever known. Too deep to be called love.
That turned him into a spare part himself.
Utterly dispensable, wildly unemployed.
And if there is another lifetime, this is what I’d ask for, he says.
And now he doesn’t laugh.
Same silence, same cleaning.